Recently was feeling like everything was going downhill........ again...
It's like the ultimate blow when a friends betrays you... gets you to start thinking about the human species...
Why is it that the victims become the villains and the perpetrators become the martyrs???
We are a bunch of selfish creatures (I include myself in the accusation as well)... each of us so lost in our own world that we fail to notice the havoc we are wrecking outside... SELFISH! SELFISH!! SELFISH!!! The human race disgusts me... makes my stomach turn!
In my next life I want to either be a cloud or a dog...
So anyways, all these days I kept suppressing this urge to shout out, "Why, in Gods name, did you have to do that??? Why?"
My mind was in a turmoil... I kept alternating between 1) wanting to cry my heart out on some sympathetic shoulder and 2) grabbing a knife or any, available sharp intrument and gouging out a particular set of eyes... eyes that im now too disgusted to even look at!!
Today, after many days, I finally saw the silver lining...
1) 4 more days till the trimester ends... then Im out of this crazy place
2) a much anticipated visit from a very special person.... something I was waiting for for almost 3 yrs...
Hallelujah! Life is looking up again...!! :)
