If I could fly away.... I would

I have been here for almost two months now... and I'm still not able to settle in...
I feel like a stranger... an impostor... the ugly duckling among the cute, fluffy, yellow chicks...
An ugly, uncomfortable feeling of being under constant scrutiny... an unwelcome hindrance...
I feel like I'm stumbling along... on a path where I'm expected to walk tall...
And at any minute... the acceptable limit of stumbles will be crossed... and the ax will fall...